Everything's All Fvcked Up

[Forsaken]

Have you ever fvcked up so much that nothing you can do can make things right again? Have you ever said or did anything you'll never be able to forgive yourself for? Have you ever lost someone you truly love because of your fvcked up motherfvckin ways? Have you ever wanted to cry, because it's the only thing you're good at?

Do you hate yourself sometimes? Most of the time? All of the time?

Have you ever thought about throwing everything away, because what the fvck is it for anyways? Have you ever thought about ending it all, because what the fvck is it for anyways? Does anyone ever know what the fvck it's for anyways?

Can you answer yes to some of these questions? Most of them? All of them?

I know I can.

[Forsaken]

Darkness...........

I’m feeling torn
With all I hold inside
I wanna run
But there’s nowhere I can hide
My body is breaking down
It hurts too much
That I can’t even cry
I wish I could just toss
All this pain
Toss it all aside

Cause I can’t breathe, I can’t see
With all this darkness that is blinding me
And I can’t feel, I can’t deal
With all this darkness that is haunting me

Take away
All my everything
And leave me here
With all my nothing
My world is breaking down
It hurts too much
That I can’t do anything
I wish I could just live with
All this pain
Live like I sing

Cause I can’t breathe, I can’t see
With all this darkness that is blinding me
And I can’t feel, I can’t deal
With all this darkness that is haunting me

I say I can’t dream, I can’t be
With all this darkness that is blinding me
And I can’t live, I can’t love
With all this darkness that is haunting me

Won’t you come and save me, my love
Just take me away to anywhere
I’ll be ok just as long as
We get away from here

Cause I can’t breathe, I can’t see
With all this darkness that is blinding me
And I can’t feel, I can’t deal
With all this darkness that is haunting me

I say I can’t dream, I can’t be
With all this darkness that is blinding me
And I can’t live, I can’t love
With all this darkness that is haunting me

I’m feeling torn
With all I hold inside
I wanna run
But darkness is all I can find

[Forsaken]

Can’t Believe.......

I can’t really believe for sure
That you’re not here anymore
You’ve been gone for so long
That I can’t remember what it was like before

I can’t really believe for sure
That nothing is all I have once more
Everything I’ve had has been gone for so long
That I can’t remember what it was like before

And I can’t really believe for sure
No I can’t really believe
I can’t believe
No I can’t really believe for sure
That you’re not here anymore

I can’t really believe this is true
That all I did, I did for you
It’s been so long since I’ve got my due
That I can’t remember what it was like to be with you

I can’t really believe this is true
That all I have gone through
It’s been so long since I’ve known what to do
That I can’t remember what it was like to love you

And I can’t really believe for sure
No I can’t really believe
I can’t believe
No I can’t really believe for sure
That you’re not here anymore

No I can’t really believe for sure
That the days get so old
And the nights, they’re so cold
No I can’t really believe for sure
That’s you’re not here anymore
And the nights, they’re still ****ing cold
And I can’t really believe
Can’t believe for sure

[Forsaken]

Why......

You always said I never cared about you
But everything I’ve done, I’ve done for you
So why,

Why do you put me through this
And why do you even exist
Why do I always feel this way
And why can’t you just go away
Why

You always said I was never there for you
But all the tears I’ve cried, I’ve cried for you
So why,

Why do you put me through this
And why do you even exist
Why do I always feel this way
And why can’t you just go away
Why

You always said I never loved you
But all the love I had, I gave you to
So why,

Why do you put me through this
And why do you even exist
Why do I always feel this way
And why can’t you just go away
Why!

Why do you cause so much pain
And why do you make me hate
And why can’t you just see
That you’re fvcking killing me

You always said this
And you always said that
Now shut the fvck up

Why do you put me through this
And why do you even exist
Why do I always feel this way
And why can’t you just go away
Why

[Forsaken]

In My World..........


I try to see all that you can see
But my blindness gets in my way
And I try to pay attention
But I can never understand what you say
And I try to think what has come of me
But I just don’t know

Cause in my world
Everything is all fvcked up
Nothing goes the way I planned
But I’m the only one to blame

I try to remember the past
But my memory just fades away
And I know it’ll be alright
If I can just make it through another day
And I try to think what has come of me
But I just don’t know

Cause in my world
Everything is all fvcked up
Nothing goes the way I planned
But I’m the only one to blame

I try to think what has come of me
But I just don’t know

Cause in my world
Everything is all fvcked up
The way I feel
It’s all fvcked up
The way I think
It’s all fvcked up
The things I do
It’s all fvcked up
Everything in my world
It’s all fvcked up

Cause in my world
Everything is all fvcked up
Nothing goes the way I planned
But I’m the only one to blame

I try to think what has come of me
But I just don’t know

[KANE_6969]

try suicide and air it on sinisters site

[utahjazz85]

Yeah, I told that to someone before as well.


Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost this can't be real
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkes taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye

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so Forsaken when you GIVING UP ? lmfao loser

[Qball]

this so ****in cool ....... i finally own a full booster.

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